its hard for you to
fit in
anywhere
and be liked
just the way you are

struggling with being
unloved
never good enough for someone
not pretty enough for
him
not funny enough for
them
not artistic enough to even have
one
of your deviants
on their faves

struggling with depression
feeling like you cant trust
anyone
that you have no one to
turn to
and that
generly
you cant feel your fingers

struggling with yourself
feeling self concious
and so bad you only just realised
you havent been eating
for a few months now
dont worry
lifes not permanent
dont take it so seriously

but not only do you have to worry about
school and social life
struggling with family too
trying to keep everyone together
as they lay this
on your sholders
on top of everything
congrats
your problems are piled higher
than you are with a handful of pain killers

love to write poetry?
thats another
problem
you have no ideas
your not smart
most of your "brilliant ideas"
are someone elses
same with art

feeling great yet?
good
all you do is sit in your room
listening to music
sad sad angry
music
nothing else to do
nothing else to do
your failing every class possible
why do homework?
you dont have friends
why text or call?


this is dedicated to you
im right there with you